novelist, poet and essayist
A Place on Earth
A young boy
is sitting by a fire
on the edge of the desert. There’s a car
through the scrub behind him
pulled off to the side of the long dirt road
and a tent close by with his father in it, sleeping
already. It is late evening, nine or ten,
and he’s long ago eaten: toast, baked
beans on a tin plate, burnt potatoes, tea.
1964 perhaps, or ‘63:
it doesn’t matter what year.
He is sitting by the fire, stoked
earlier so that now it’s burned back to the ancient
fire-gutted log he found and dragged there
before the sun set – burned back
so that, now the log is deep alight,
he can see a world in it: sees falling towers, forgotten
Alexandrias and Babylons,
the night markets of Wuzhou, Rangoon, Hong Kong,
sees Siegfried and the Götterdämmerung,
sees a huge, blood-orange sun
setting over the burnt, black
hills around him,
autos-da-fé, charred ruins, faces
staring from the flame
so beautiful they seem to scorch him,
sees the bombing and the burning of Dresden,
bodies in fiery graves, wild
midnight carnevales, sees
Moon-men and Sun-men in corroboree,
sees hearth-fires and bonfires and beacon-fires,
Etnas in their scoriac flows,
townspeople and villagers fleeing,
docks and homes and factories alight,
sees battered galleons, masts
collapsing, armadas blazing on the sea, radiant
sunrise breaking from the glowing embers
as if out of a phoenix nest.
Something
rustles in the ti-tree, a
wallaby perhaps, night bird or
wild dog drawn by the fire,
and he looks up from his dreaming, sees the huge
darkness of the night and the vast
canopy of unknown, unnameable stars,
a night so infinite, this night,
it will never leave him.
Time and again he will look up
– for sixty or for seventy years, luck holding – and it
will always be there: before him
the fire, behind him
his father sleeping, that something
rustling in the undergrowth,
and about him the galaxies turning, the still
point of his being,
a place on earth,
gift beyond measure.
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